I'm Sorry

This will be my last post. I won't be deleting my blog of course, but I will not be coming back here, and I may not be able to check any of your blogs either. I don't want to be putting my self into type anymore, I just feel like the more I stay I my head the better. This has been a really hard decision for me, I've been thinking about it and puttig it off for weeks now, so don't feel like I'm abandoning you all spur-of-the-moment. This is going to hurt me a lot, but I don't think staying attached to this site is going to hurt me less. I'm not recovering, but one day I might want to, and I know you'd all support me in that decision, too. I hope you can understand that I'm just too confused now, in non-ed ways, and the pressure is building up. I'm going to stay sane for as long as I can and maybe once I've cracked I'll be back here. But I'm not sure what will happens, so I'm going to let myself say good-bye, and I will miss you all, because you've helped me so much more than I could have helped myself and that's the highest compliment I know how to give. You are all twice as lovely as anyone I'll ever know, so thank you.